I didn't realize that I had fallen for this guy until one day we were hanging out doing homework and he said "don't fall for me." Don't ask me how we got on a subject that triggered this response, because for the life of me I can't remember. All I remember was this sinking feeling. This … Continue reading Sometimes People Get Led On And Sometimes Those People Are Me
Awhile back I changed the name of my blog from "A Doubting Girl" to "Girl In the Meadow." I'm not sure if many people noticed this, or even really cared, but it happened. And here's why. For most of my life, I doubted myself. In almost every single thing that I did. This is why … Continue reading Girl In The Meadow
Sometimes I sit down to write about a certain topic, and I get halfway through what I want to say and realize that I don't want to finish it. Sometimes crushes just aren't that important, or poems aren't meant to be read by everyone. Whatever the case, I gave up my previous post about graduating … Continue reading No More Fear
"What was your favorite thing about school this year?" My teachers, slash, pastors, slash, friends asked me this on Thursday as we completed our last day of second year. For a second I was just lost for words. Normally I can pin point exactly what I want to say, or at least take a minute … Continue reading There’s Something About People Believing in You.
Yesterday the replacement moved in. Harsh sure, but it's how I've been feeling. Ironically enough, the replaced was once the replacer as well. I had this realization today that sometimes you just have those people that aren't permanent. Sometimes we go through life and someone comes along and it's fleeting, but it's wonderful. They make … Continue reading The Replacements
Your river flows further down. Washing the bank as it goes. Your river flows further down. When will it stop? No one knows. More and more of the bank erodes. All the dirt, and the grass. Pulled deep below. Your river flows further down. I sit and enjoy this glorious sound. Your river flows further … Continue reading Unshaken
Today was rough. I'm not even gonna say that life is great. Life has been tough. The past couple of days I have had a couple of realizations. And the weight of those realizations was crushing. In school today we had the chance to talk about said realizations. About the things that make us feel … Continue reading Life Is More Than What I Have Accomplished